As I so gleefully proclaimed several posts ago, I was set to complete the tax exempt paperwork for the ministry. Four days of sickness behind me. That fat library book sitting at the ready by the computer. Federal tax form on the screen, and I couldn't finish it.
I completed page one without a problem but all the while my mind whirled. I don't think I am ready for this. It requires filing fees of $400 to $850. I need copies of all the original corporate filings with the state which is an additional $20. Money is just one concern.
I still need a more complete picture on how this thing is to work. I need help with my own thoughts. I do have another book from the library about starting a non-profit. What does God want to accomplish here? Big Mouth must slow down.
Just took the dog out and realized that pride is my problem. I have been like Joseph in Genesis 37 when he went and told his brothers about his dreams. Big Mouth must bow down.
God is merciful. Thankfully, I don't think any of you will throw me into a cistern and sell me to the Midianites. Maybe you should though. I told you I didn't like this blog. I struggle. How do you walk rightly before your God? I think it requires friends who love and forgive a very fallible blogger and an ever-present, ever-teaching Holy Spirit. I need both.
Humbly I have a new game plan. I will read that other book on non-profits. It has knowledge I don't have. Other than that I am going to wait on the Lord. This strategy is straight from Psalm 31: 23-24. "Love the Lord all you saints! The Lord preserves all the faithful but abundantly repays the one who acts in pride. Be strong, and let your heart take courage, all who wait on the Lord!"
Big Mouth is waiting.
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